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27 August 2013 @ 11:11 am
 
They're going to turn off the machines today.
they allowed me to think there was some chance, I knew when I saw her last night she was worse than before, she seemed less conscious and not breathing properly, her lungs are finished. there is nothing more that can be done.

I wish they'd never let me think we had a chance.
My mother was 45 years old. she deserved a second chance.
life chewed her up and spat her out, she deserved a chance to make good.
I'm so full of hatred.
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Tamaramomlovesnoel on August 27th, 2013 10:35 am (UTC)
I'm sorry.
Amandaonthaedge on August 27th, 2013 10:45 am (UTC)
I'm so sorry Gemma. I hope you have a good support system with you to help get you through such an awful time. If you need to talk or anything, I'm here. <3
« ε м м α »: TEXT: ✿ Sparkly starsarrow on August 27th, 2013 03:02 pm (UTC)
I'm so sorry Gemma! I wish I could reach through the computer to give you the biggest hug possible. I'm always here if you need someone to talk to.

I'm going to continue to pray for you and hope God will give you the strength to get you through this difficult time.

*big hugs*
ohambellinaohambellina on August 27th, 2013 10:35 pm (UTC)
I wish there was something I could say that would help. I'm so sorry sweetheart. I hope you have people around you to help get through this.
Relhisescape on August 27th, 2013 10:36 pm (UTC)
*HUGS*
Urania: [got] arya; direwolf.stelligera on August 30th, 2013 04:30 am (UTC)
I read this and your other entry, I'm not really much of a prayer, but I will keep you in my thoughts. I wish I could do or say something to ease the pain, but I think that mostly you wrote for yourself as a let out.

I hope you are now surrounded by people who love you and help you thru this difficult time and I'm truly sorry for your loss.